Sunday 6th May

We had a whole day of wrestling training and i couldn't get up because i felt so wrecked from yesterday. I ended up getting out of bed at 10pm and getting at the college for 11pm. I still felt under the influence of alcohol and drugs lol.

We had a good gym session and my protein shake helped me wake back up to reality. I have also been smoking for 2 weeks now and kept saying that i needed to quit while it wasn't so hard, that was something that affected me the whole day.

I then took my NO Xplode which did help me out for an hour or so, but then i started to get really bad and couldn't be bothered to train. I then started to get a little upset and angry on how some of the others spoke to me that day. As i got home i decided that i was the cigarettes fault simply because they are bad shit.

I'm going to take a week off wrestling and just concentrate my mind set on the gym and ofcourse recording Transformers the Movie to my computer and doing the voice overs.